Huwebes, Oktubre 20, 2011

my first blog :)

hmmmppppp wat can i say?? well im a new blogger here!! :) hehe.. a friend told me he was into blogging so i decided why not get into it also.. why? to forget all those bad memories between me and my ex, yeah u heard it right.. akala ko kc kami na, well akala ko lang, and akala naming lhat!! pero hindi pla.. i wasted time, money, effort, tears, myself pero wala din pla.. kea eto nghahanap ako ng mapaglilibangan.. sinusunod ko lhat ng advice ng lhat sakin, i was like stupid doing these and that, talking with anyone just to ease the pain that i felt inside.. pero sa twing naiisip ko parin un, msakit.. ansakit pla matwo time.. gawain ko kc un eh, and now sakin gnwa, aun, pak... feel na feel ko.. well infairness nman di nman ako as in naloka sa mga eksena kc malakas ung self control ko,, in short mataas ang EI ko.. haha ^^, im living a normal life despite the fact that an asshole almost tear my world apart... pero asa xa, dhil eto ako naun chill lang.. nammis ko xa pero he's not worth my tears.. a guy like him doesn't deserve a single tear from a wholehearted girl.. nagmamahal ako ng totoo pero hindi ako tanga, that not defines me.. cguro wat happen to me right now was a "karma" from the past and i have to accept my faith.. sabe nga ni nat "kaya may nwawala kc may darating na mas better".. un nlang ung pinanghahawakan ko now, na dumating ung "the one". and if ung the one na un anjan na, diko na xa pkkwalan.. il kip him with me 4ever :-* that's all!! nothing to say........ 

--hey nat basahin mo!! haha kung anu2x nlang sinulat ko dto :p

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