This is how it started.......

        Before anything else... This is Nathaniel Laron, I called him "Natnat" for a change! :p Why him? hmmppppp... Well, what I really want to write is about my happiness that I'm feeling right now, how glad I am and who makes me feel this way, but does this person cause this? Hell NO.. haha :)) well, at some point yes, because of him, I learned, I grew up (partially), I woke up from my mistakes! Crazy isn't it? Let me tell something how that happened...

       He is an old friend of my ex-boyfriend Joe Albert Villaester, we're not that really close. I knew him, he knew me, we never talked just hi, hello, few laughter together, and that's it. Til' one day, when me and Joe broke up, I decided to have the sympathy of his friends.. You know how a broken-hearted people thinks, then Natnat chatted me asking me to 'like' his band page "lunchbox"? i think!. An idea pop-up to my mind and said ok, I wanna be close to him, date him so that if Joe sees us together, he will be angry to death (well, my idea stinks haha). I was chatting with him, asking what he likes blah blah blah, getting to know each other, asking questions, etc etc.. That was crazy, I said to myself, but I can't help it. That time I just want to see Joe's mad face wanted to kill me! That was my plan, clear, perfect, unstoppable, a perfect revenge.. 

      Things get along well with us, we talked, shared interests, joke, exchange numbers. Everything was perfect and smooth til' we came into the part of "the plan".. I'm so mad to my ex and i told him how angry I am and I'm kind of planning into something.. Instead of forcing me, he told me to just let them go, ignore them, live my own life, get new hobbies, forgive and forget..  Everytime I visited his wall, I always saw god's message and this made me subscribe to that stuff.. While reading the message day by day, there's this one message saying "let god do the judgement".. and "the truth will be told".. and everyday, new inspiring messages are coming which changed me and a supposedly "bad plan" of mine. Then later on, I decided 'I should focus on new things, explore, meet new people rather than this, what I'm doing right now'... So, I changed my mind and just forget what I wanted to do with Natnat and was laughing of the crazy thought that I had in mind.. <peace Natnat.. haha!>

        Now I'm thankful that he's my friend and what he said was truly grateful.. He's a true pal, and I can count on him even if time didn't permit us to do more bonding together..He knew what he did to me, seemed nothing  to him but it helps me a lot... pssssssstttt! secret nlang nten un.. haha :D Alam ko matatawa yun pag nabasa nya to :p..  la lang.. feel ko lang! But thanks Natnat, because of you, because of what you said, I met my other half ♥♥♥ JULIUS OLIVER NICOLAS... 

        Thank you my friend!! Godbless you always.. Hope maging close narin kayo ni crush mo.. :p